Thursday, November 4, 2010

There was a time somewhere in the last 4 months where I would think of Willow and smile. That I was just overwhelmed with love for her. It was early, I think.
I'm sadder now.
I'm not as sad as some. I didn't fall apart. I could still smile and laugh.
I remember Stephanie said something about that once. That she didn't know how I could do it.

I don't know. I feel more hopeless now. I thought I would be pregnant by now.
I think I'm too depressed to write anything coherent. Just these quick notes, that maybe I can use someday to put it all together.