I cried so much yesterday.
I went to Susan's in the morning. I'd already been feeling down this week.
I came home and cried.
Then after Mischa went to sleep, I came out and curled up on the couch. Josh asked if I was okay and I said no. And I cried and cried. And Josh cried, too. I curled up in his lap and his tears fell on me.
He told me I can talk to him but I never know what to say.