Sunday, October 17, 2010

Where do I belong?

Sometimes I wonder where I fit in this online world of baby lost mamas...

I chose to end my pregnancy.
To me, when the doctor gave us the diagnosis, it was the same as him saying our baby had died.
But maybe not everyone sees it that way.
Because she was alive. I could have had her.
Except I couldn't. I couldn't keep her. For us, she was gone.
What else can I say?