Wednesday, October 27, 2010

A letter

A lot of babylost mamas write letters to their dead babies.

Dear Willow,
You are dead, so you'll never get to read this. That sucks.
Love, mom

I don't think this is one of those things that will help me.

But there's also the real letter in my journal that I wrote right after she was born.
Dear Willow,
I'm so sorry this happened to you. I wish you'd had a chance to be alive.
I love you.