I got the pictures yesterday.
I ordered Willow's pictures on Shutterfly. Along with a whole bunch of pics of M. I opened the door yesterday and there they were.
I got extra copies of the u/s pics and the one with her hand. For my mom, I guess.
I put them in the little photo album. It's pink and says "baby girl" on the front.
Sometimes in my mind she looks worse than she really did. And I know she looks worse in the pictures than she did to me there in the hospital.
I have a cremated fetus in my living room. Sometimes that seems really fucked up. I guess it is. And now I have pictures of her.
